god knows, its hard to be vulnerable sometimes

Name 5 things you can see

I see a bathroom sink

A toilet seat and a tiny mirror and a room with no windows

Name 4 things you can feel

I feel the cold of the floor

My spine against the wall

And my brain pressin' against my skull

Cuz I don't wanna be here anymore

I've locked and shut the door

I'm cryin' in a porkka

Making sure no-one can hear me

And no-one can see me

Cuz that way I cant be vulnerable

Name 3 things that you can hear

I hear the beeping of the kitchen

The lying and friction, my heart beat going up and down

Name 2 things you can smell right now

I smell an atmosphere of pure division

A lie without a vision, a short lived dream, a short sighted

Insight into my mind,

Desperately grasping for another more fulfilling life

Cuz I don't wanna be here anymore

I've locked and shut the door

I'm cryin' in a porkka

Making sure no-one can hear me

And no-one can see me

Cuz that way I cant be vulnerable

Well god knows its hard to be vulnerable sometimes

Especially in the presence of people who love me dearly

So hold my hand, tell me everything i need

I'm shaking at the fact that somebody loves me

I'm shaking at the fact that somebody loves me

Cuz I don't wanna be here anymore

I've locked and shut the door

I'm cryin' in a porkka

Making sure no-one can hear me

And no-one can see me

Cuz that way I cant be vulnerable

Well god knows its hard to be vulnerable sometimes

Especially in the presence of people who love me dearly

So hold my hand, tell me everything i need

I'm shaking at the fact that somebody loves me

I'm shaking at the fact that somebody loves me