why procreate when you can dissociate

For months on end

I've been feelin like I'm not in my own body

I've been controllin' myself behind a screen

For months on end

I've been been feelin the flies behind my eyes

Bugs are crawlin' underneath my skin

Destroy my accent

Put my confident face on

Grate the skin off where my shoulder blades are

Watch the skin fall

I'm malnourished

By the time winter calls

I'm white again

(Open wide again)

I have no strength

(Just a weak boy)

Time to get my shit run

And wrap myself up 15 layers deep

Cuz that's exactly what I need

So to every single fucker whos ever doubted me

I recommend you watch your backs indefinitely

And don't be surprised if I show up at your place

Begging and pleading for somewhere to stay

So to every single fucker whos ever doubted me

I recommend you watch your backs indefinitely

And don't be surprised if I show up at your place

Begging and pleading for somewhere to stay