Who You Wished I Was

Divided we fall into the darkness

Lying feeling hot and cold and staring at the stars

You tell me

Am I who, you thought I'd be when I was singing sweetly

Am I who you wished i was, am I

Am I the warrior with a leather belt

And swords and armour

And I will fight your battles I will fall at your feet

Dusty feels taken for granted

Taking no advice except her own

You tell me, are you still a man when you're sleeping?

Do you ever feel the cold?

Do you lie awake and think about the things you can't control?

Are you simply getting old?

Scared of pushing her to hunger

Scared of saying something wrong

You tell me, am I ever going to turn it off?

And am I, am I ever going to breath?

Will I ever give this man a chance to see that I am scared

And I am much more scared than him

♪

Hold your faith, hold your own

Say the words as if thats really what you're thinking

And you bite your feelings, bite your tongue

Dont talk unless it has some meaning

Protect your family

And you protect your own

The cold has come, the light has gone

And I'm not worthy

And you're better off alone

I'm not worth travelling so far

So save your money, stay at home

♪

Close the door, keep out the cold

Hide your head in your hand

And keep that dirt bad thinking

And you kick the walls, you kick the drum,

You kick the bucket, you kick yourself

But keep on drinking

Protect your family

And you protect your own

The cold has come, the light has gone

And I'm not worthy

And you're better off alone

I'm not worth travelling so far

So save your money, stay at home

♪

Keep it burning, keep it warm

Fall asleep as soon as you get home

Wash your body, wash your soul

You'll still be dirty

And you're still not whole

And you protect your family

And you protect your own

The cold has come, the light has gone

And I'm not worthy

And you're better off alone

I'm not worth travelling so far

So save your money, stay at home