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January - Xana

January

Xana

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It's all so comforting

The part of me that dies without you here

Tell me how i'm supposed to stay away

For another year

I don't wanna kill the parts of me that loved you right

But honey, I can't look them in the eye

I swear I will hate you for this forever

(And ever)

I never got to

Tell you that I loved you

Painted the whole thing dark blue

Blinded by your tunnel light

This is my town

Honey it's your wasteland

Don't think we'll ever talk again

Couldn't get that right

We couldn't get that right

Get it right

Get it right

Couldn't get that

Get it right

Get it right

Couldn't get that right

Get it right

Get it right

Couldn't get that

I Couldn't get that right

I didn't notice

The moment you let go of this

I was all alone in it

For longer than I knew

(I knew)

But you made the right choice

Leave me with the white noise

And all your indiscretions

Second guessing

If I ever really knew your true intentions

You couldn't hold back and I

Couldn't learn my lesson

Kinda hate the silence

But I know what to do with it

I never got to

Tell you that I loved you

Painted the whole thing dark blue

Blinded by your tunnel light

This is my town

But Honey, it's your wasteland

Don't think we'll ever talk again

Couldn't get that right

Now it's over

I feel 10 years older

Somehow none the wiser

I do this every time

(I do this every time)

I couldn't get that right

(Get it right

Get it right

Couldn't get that

Get it right

Get it right

Couldn't get that right

Get it right

Get it right

Couldn't get that)

Your skeletons

They don't scare me

I go back to January

In my mind

You wait there for me

I feel pathetic

Insisting this shits poetic

I feel you rolling those damn eyes

I curse 'em all the time

No, I don't miss you

(miss you)

Anymore, don't want you back

In my life, I couldn't live like that

Couldn't get it right

(I couldn't get that right)

I'd say I'm happy (happy)

There's still something so daunting

Never felt the weight of it all

Till you came along and took it off me

Hope you're happy (so happy)

Can't look at any pictures

Afraid I'll see you with her

Heard you got that right

I heard you got that right

I heard you got that right

I heard you got that right

I heard you got that

Oh, I heard you got that

(Got it right, got it right

Heard you got that

Got it right, got it right

Heard you got that right

Got it right, got it right

Heard you got that

I heard you got that right)

Your skeletons

They don't scare me

I go back to January

In my mind

You wait there for me

You wait there for me

Can't go back

Can't move forward

Cried all night

Doctors orders

Whats that like

Being loved by you?

(Being loved by you)

I still talk with you

When I'm sleeping

Call your name just to feel something

Never learned to let a good thing go

No, No

No, you won't be seeing my name on a phone screen

You're hoping it's me who caves, well it won't be!

I needed the time and the space

Now I can't recall why it was needed in the first place

I said I ain't a killer

Oh baby, I might be

You're somehow the one I can't leave behind me

I dig in the dirt and you lay there and watch me

Oh, you watch me

Your skeletons

They don't scare me

I go back to January

In my mind

You regret me

Do you regret me?

Do you regret me?

Do you regret me?

Do you regret me?

Do you regret me?

- It's already the end -