My First Body

I was always told to

Not avenge myself and leave it to the good wrath of the lord you know but

When it comes to my anger and dealing with things I've dealt with

In this world, I feel like vengeance needs to be mine

You feel me?

When I think about it homie, I don't think I was ever cool with him

From the sandbox, knew his mom and pops and I even went to school with him

We were forced to be friends man, of course it would end

Same song and in tune with 'em

Was a sad casualty, like some dead batteries

Nothing I could do with 'em

Everything he did I got in trouble for

Pulling me into it like it's tug of war

Fuck it, I'm trippin' and now I want a war

I'm about to jump without a bungee cord

This shit isn't meant, in fact I won award

Creator kept sendin' me to a dummy door

Made it my enemy now my brother yours

Sick with the wizardry, who was Dumbledore

Fathom the fate, it'll leave your stomach sore

Hungry for murder, give me a number four

Did it in vain, there's an IV stuck in yours

Hack 'em up like I'm gettin' data stuck in the motherboard

'Cause either I'm corrupted or had trouble shooting 'em

But of course made 'em sleep, death, to cord

To where the court was unimportant

This is my life but it's you they highlight, what this for?

But the ball is in my fucking court

I'm in all black, pick your fate like a motherfucking judge in court

Get it by my lonely, child with support

Hold on let me shut the door, I caught 'em in the bathroom

Blood and gore, I'm about to drug 'em more

Drug 'em towards the abandoned church, blood I had to

His last words were, "I love you" said, "I love you more"

Then I watched him die from the overdose, sad news

Tarell won't be coming home tonight, I didn't condone his life

Be blessed, get at you

'Cause I really live this life, this ain't no hobby (this ain't no hobby)

This sound like mental wards, I'm in the lobby (I'm in the lobby)

I'm fucked up, watch my drink for me, you got me?

While I tell 'em 'bout how I caught my first body (my first body)

I really live this life, this ain't no hobby

This sound like mental wards, I'm in the lobby

I'm fucked up, watch my drink for me, you got me?

While I tell 'em 'bout how I caught my first body

If you a friend, it's time to say toodle-oo

'Cause ain't no possible way he can ever be true to you

Careful your appointment could do the due

If he wants to kill his self

What the fuck you think he wanna do to you

My first body

I remember that reincarnated killers back

I just popped like 16 bars and told myself that issa wrap

Sara gone, I told Kiana on the phone, I'm finna pass

Woke up by my nigga Matthews

Mom, step pops was chilling back

Put me in the whip and dashin' frantic

Hope this nigga crash

Got me to the 'spital and they said I'd be admitted fast

Back at school them niggas laughed

My spit is black off ipecac

Before Kathartic vids I really was forced to take Citrahtak

Diagnosed with this and that, I'm popping pills like tic and tacs

Mercy lasting, hope a man, yo Douglas where I'm living at

Exposed to sex so young, the only way I cope is when I swack

Molested, now I check in mental wards like where the bitches at?

I am so Brainsick in fact, where the fuck is Twisted at?

Fuck a beef, I love you G, I hope I get my nigga back

Fuck this music shit, I really live what I put in my raps

Went to war with Iso and I'm not sure if I killed his ass

Because I really live this life, this ain't no hobby (this ain't no hobby)

This sound like mental wards, I'm in the lobby (I'm in the lobby)

I'm fucked up, watch my drink for me, you got me?

While I tell 'em 'bout how I caught my first body

I really live this life, this ain't no hobby

This sound like mental wards, I'm in the lobby

I'm fucked up, watch my drink for me, you got me?

While I tell 'em 'bout how I caught my first body

If you a friend, it's time to say toodle-oo

'Cause ain't no possible way he can ever be true to you

Careful your appointment could do the due

If he wants to kill his self

What the fuck you think he wanna do to you

My first body

I overcame my fear along time ago

Death don't scare me

I been there, done that

But I'm back

World War Me