Keep Breathing

Yeah, can you picture losing freedom over-forced pharmaceuticals

And treated like some feces on the floor?

And the reason that they keep you is the people that you swore

Wouldn't leave you but indeed they all don't need you anymore

Might not be the truth but see how you perceived when you lost

For the things you do that's evil sanity can be the 'cause

And how they deal with you is equal so your fingers got to cross

Turn your back so they can't see you while you're speaking to the wall

You're putting up multiple and neither of them fall

When's the last time you've eaten or had sleep can you recall?

Can't remember anything memory leaving you is gone

Difficult to recognize them voices even when they call

Being puzzled how your brain's a bunch of pieces and they fall

You seem like you're at peace but there's a reason for it all

You learning to accept it aren't you even though it's wrong

Got you reaching for the stars hopefully it won't be long

Because you're dying inside and you don't even know what's wrong

It could be side-effects from everything that you been on

Your wife to be left you 'cause she needed someone strong

Said what happened to you, then she threw the ring at you and all

You see he was asleep and didn't see nothing at all

She packed him up and left you for a week and you were scarred

And all you could do was just scream 'til you were hoarse

Looking at the clock for hours thinking sheer and thinking off

This is not the way it ends someone please don't let me off

I'm incoherent driving almost speed into a wall

I don't know what I'm doing I just need it near a bar

Just in case nobody hears from me tomorrow

I promise I'll be back and what I mean is I'll be normal

As far-fetched as it sounds I really think I'll pull it off

A glimpse into my life is what I leak into these bars

'Cause I was once searching and while speaking to my God

I said

I keep, I keep fighting

When I go to search for myself I always say

I keep, I keep fighting

Just when you thought it was over I say

I'll keep breathing

Gotta keep breathing

I'll keep breathing

Gotta keep breathing

I'll keep breathing

Gotta keep breathing

I'll keep breathing

Made me drugs for the serotonin or dopamine

Eventually he made me mentally just let go of things

Hopefully some chemicals intervene when I go to think

But I was told to reap what you sew homie or so it seems

'Cause psychosis was woven into my soul and I know that

I'm more likely to go through it if I smoke or drink

But these things are helping me cope going through hell

I am so at war with myself so don't judge me if you're on the brink

A lot of studies show that money doesn't go to treat

The people that are going through the most

Not enough at least

You'd suck your teeth if you knew how there were only

Facilities so stringent got you really scared to go to sleep

A bunch of walking zombies are what we chose to be

Sedated and stabilized and feared to be on the streets

It's like mutiny to the few who are so unique

And me too that's my cue to be quarantined

Notice how I said reap it sew or so it seems?

Apoe E4 I think I own the gene

My mother was an E4 but that's a soldier thing

And for me to witnessin' the war I can only dream

And if life is but one, I guess it's lucid

Especially how the powers that be don't really control a thing

And unplug like Jon Bon Jovi and woke up

Feeling jovial, so what? This music is more than me

I'm barely twenty seven and feeling like I'm 43

A sixteen could make a difference to someone who ain't old as me

Meaning you don't have to be old to go through things

And that was all mathematically spoken for show and the

My strong suited daily rituals aren't meant for the weak

Headed towards the apex currently I can only peak

But sometimes I get lost and I pray my soul to keep

Trekking through this coarse terrain but whenever I go to sleep

It's like

I keep, I keep fighting

When I go to search for myself I always say

I keep, I keep fighting

Just when you thought it was over I say

I'll keep breathing

Gotta keep breathing

I'll keep breathing

Gotta keep breathing

I'll keep breathing

Gotta keep breathing

I'll keep breathing