I Deserve It

Tried suicide once didn't have the balls to go all the way

Thought a bottle of pain pills will take all my hurt away

I was so in depression and all this pain was gon' murder me

I'm still standin' bitch go tell the fuck niggas come murder me

Born and raised on the Eastside ho??? what the hell he go

Young dumb ass nigga doing stupid as shit

What the fuck I know

Mama like "boy better get it togheter

Here, read the Bibe-biti-biti-bibe-biti-biti-bible"

In one ear and out the other that's how she sound

In the back of my dome

Hit a half of pound in the back of her home

"God damn boy what the fuck goin' on"

I'm sorry mom, I ain't built like that

But I'm so stressed out and I feel so alone

Got a little girl, all the way broke as fuck

And I still live in my grandma's house

So my girlfriend thinks I'm a loser

Bitch, I'm tryin', God damn, what's that about?

Fuck it, I feel like givin' up

I cannot play the cards that God has dealt

I feel like that's enough

So I dig deep down inside to find a strength for me to buck up

What don't kill me make me stronger

Now it's time to get the fuck up

Ki-ki-killin' everything, I'm on that murder shit

I wake up everyday like that's the only thing my purpose is

All the pain I felt guess it was worth it bitch

It's when a nigga makes it to the top, I deserve that shit

I deserve that shit, I deserve that shit

If a hater loses his life, then he deserves that shit

I deserve that shit, I deserve that shit

We deserve that shit

We're so fuckin' high, yup bitch

We deserve that shit

All I do is kill shit, kill shit, kill shit

All I do is kill shit, kill shit, kill shit

All I do is kill shit, kill shit, kill shit

All I do is murder, murder, murder

Murder, murder, murder

I'ma kill everything in sight

I was put here to murk your life

I'ma rapin' and murder mics

I'm a demon that cursed tonight

Put my heart on this paper and scribble pain like it hurts to write

This is sport and decapitate motherfuckers the first to fight

First to swing a sword at hoes

Loan that rope, my heart so cold

Fuck, I gave like throw my souls

Rap shit is like all I know

Been patienly waitin' to flow I feel like I can't take anymore

I'm drowned in my misery, this despression is breakin' me slow

Fuck it, gotta get up and fight, can no motherfucker here hold me down

I'ma show these clowns, where the fuck is my crown

Click-click blah, I'ma blow these rounds

Go so hard, we deserve that shit

Back then I was so wothless bitch

Can't walk one fuckin' mile in my shoes

Your pussy ass niggas better suck my dick

Yeah, I'm tryna upgrade on my cashflow

I'm kickin' down the door so what the fuck you think this mask for

Hope you dyin' slow then come back a faggot's asshole

Kato on the track, so niggas know I'm 'bout to spaz ho