Alice

Dear diary

This battle's on the verge of emergency

Call in a chemical warfare attack

♪

Tempting fate with the crisis that my vices will orchestrate

Cold sweats as my bold pupils dilate

I could die from the weight of it all

Or make it through another close call

Here's a note to myself, "back to the wall

The higher you get, girl, the further you fall"

Here's a note to myself, "alone in my pain

How close can you come to the edge before you walk away?"

♪

Through blackened veins the evil in the needle bleeds into my brain

And sells me on the sense of a fool's escape

I could die from the weight of it all

Or make it through another close call

Here's a note to myself, "back to the wall

The higher you get, girl, the further you fall"

Here's a note to myself, "alone in my pain

How close can you come to the edge before you walk away?"

Before you walk away

But I just need one more taste, one more taste

Scars earned from searching for solutions

So desperate just to feel

Sold on self-prescribed pollution, just distorting what was real

And so it goes in the throes of what I can't overcome

Painfully numb

Dear diary

This battle's on the verge of emergency

Here's a note to myself, "back to the wall

The higher you get, girl, the further you fall"

Here's a note to myself, "alone in my pain

How close can you come to the edge before you walk away?"

Before you walk away

Before you walk away